A brief summary of the social happenings this week...
Saturday: Hung out with a friend and the boyfriend.
Sunday: Went for a walk with the boyfriend.
Monday: Wrote songs with a couple of friends.
Tuesday: Hung out with the boyfriend.
Wednesday: Another walk with the boyfriend.
Thursday: Hung out with the boyfriend.
Friday: Hung out with friends and boyfriend, had dinner with the boyfriend and his mother, had drinks with the boyfriend and my family.
Saturday: Went for brunch with best friend and boyfriend, went to stock up on nerd supplies with the boyfriend, ate with the boyfriend, pre-pub bottle of Jack with the boyfriend and his guy friends, got dressed and ready with the boyfriend, went for drinks with the boyfriend and some friends.
See the problem? The problem is this: I am in a fresh, shiny, new relationship. It's horrible. All I do anymore is sigh and hold hands and talk about how pretty I am. And of course, half of me is saying "Once you get used to each other things will be normal again," and the other half is saying "Run like fuck!!" ...because I love him and this is not me! Hell, it's not even him! This is exactly how it wasn't supposed to be! *headdesk* I don't even know what more to say about it......Next week, I don't want to see him!!
{edit: feeling the impact was not obvious enough at first, I've oragified the problem for emphasis}
